Get the thoughts out.

Pals, you'll have to bear with one more emo post again. just one more i promise. The thing is, i've been having problems getting quality sleep these days. Not that i sleep damn late doing stupid things eating watermelons chatting throughout the night like what we used to last year, but even i make it a point to sleep early and i'll just toss and turn and think about stuff, yeah stufffff. (tonight's about birthday(s)) So i thought i'll just pen it down so next time (goodness knows when) when i read this post again i'll feel so damn embarassed about myself. Probably i can also blame it on the blocked nose and the fever and headache but to be honest i know its a convenient excuse reason.

Anyway, yup thanks for all the weird mix of dodgy chinese pills, western yellow pills, cough syrup, pi pa gao (or at least offering them to me, sincere or half hearted) and what not. I can start a bumoh clinic soon.. And all your get well wishes, again be it sincere or half hearted i still appreciate them. Ah, as for your jokingly-fan-the-paper-dont-get-me-infected gestures during class, i'll... count that as a half hearted attempt. I guess i have to think positive to get by mann.

Ahah sorry shawn if you think i've gone into a 'reclusive' life. It's been some bad days for me, and its not that i dont wanna talk about it, but you guys know the whole story already, nothing much more i can say. I'll crawl out of my room more often to get more 2nd hand smoke soon alright. Yeah, i think our corner has changed, for now. But give it a lil faith, we all have transitions in our lives dont we? We'll get back to our old a4 selves soon enough. And, at least you've got your girl, so dont be upset lahh.

Bahh, it's 430 in the morning and im still quite awake. Help me someone?

Back to tossing and turning and hoping i wont have to see the sunrise without getting any sleep tonight. sigh.

I promise a more interesting post next.